im feeling kinda low,

But only because i put myself in this situation. I watched I can do bad all by myself. It is the greatest movie ever i would have to say. Very inspirational and like very "real" if that makes sense. It made me cry. It was just lovely.

Work today was actually pretty nice. Until the end where i got written up for bull. Its okay though, they just dont know that im planning on quitting. hahah jokes on them. lol. but anyways yeah it was fun, even though i felt awkward around the guy i like. I was like hott the whole time and i could tell i was blushing, but only because i was thinking, not because we talked or anything. Please tell me how i am supposed to invite him to a party when i can barely talk to him about anything else without feeling that im annoying him. lalala oh well.

let me just rant.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. i hate fake people. i hate them. i hate them all. Sorry i am a mature person and the bigger person. just saying. And the only reason im ranting on here is because TUMBLR IS STILL DOWN. LIKE WTF. anyways. on another lame note, bahaha. let me just laugh. Ryan's girlfriend is pregnant. That kid is going to come out with fifteen eyes and legs and arms and a tail. OMG. lol. I'll just laugh some more. I kinda feel bad for the baby. The mom still drinks her butt off and smoke weed. cause thats the cool thing to do. yeaaaaaaaaaah.

hmph,

I'm making my list and checking it twice :) The bold are the ones i've already shopped for.

Aleks
Allison
Alyssa
Amy
Dad
Gairy
Jasmine
Joseph
Kayla
Kim
Meghan
Mom
Priscilla
Samantha
Self :P *always*
Taylor

So, therefore i can not quit my job until i get the rest presents. Yuhp :P And then theres a few others who i know what im gonna get, but its not like major if i dont get them something you know? yeah.