so i like to flirt .

big deal. sorry your boyfriend thinks im cuter than you and flirts back. i dont make him do it, but hell if i stop him. flirting with people is a good way to boost your confidence. especially if you know they're going to return the flirting. idk, i just love it. and i can pretty much flirt with anyone :) lol. with that said, i've said it plenty of times, just because i flirt with you DOESN'T mean i like you. so there, its covered, "you can go shave your back now." baha. sorry, mean girls is fit for any situation.

lets talk about the details of my weekend:
the college trip was phenomenal. like seriously, it was great. Elon was BEAUTIFUL. and State had BEAUTIFUL boys. lol. it was an older campus, but still absolutely great too. college seems so far off to me. but i suppose its not as far as i think. anyways. i think the greatest thing ever was just the bus rides. on the way to Elon, we flirted with some Mexicans behind us and asked for their numbers. they tried giving them to us, but we couldn't read their sign ( all of this a complete joke just btw ) and it was great. i was laughing so super hard. hmph, then the shirtless guys at campus. the nap from Elon to NC state was very nice. the bus ride back was my favorite though. me and Meghan had a pant-less party on the back of the bus. lol, it was just legit. and fun. and so i officially have been naked on a bus :).

after that, when we finally got home late, at nine, the tutus had a sleepover at jasmines house. we chilled at the park, after curfew, which freaked me out, cause i didnt wanna get in trouble. and then we ate minicorndogs and passed the fuck out, wayyy too late. Six came way too early in the morning. we got ready, and thought we were running late. so i've officially driven 107MPH down the freaking highway. can you talk about an adrenaline rush? yeah it was freaky. but not even. i was just concerned with getting in trouble. me and my worrying self, idk whats up with that.. lol. but we got there freaking EARLY. whatever. it was fun, but tiring. cause then i had to go to the cultural by diversity festival to help out. for four hours. it was entertaining and boring and stuff. but its extra credit.

so these past two days have been fun, but the longest days of my freaking life. lol. im so tired, even though i took a five hour nap. rudely interrupted by my dad.. whos a little jittery right now. so yeah. whatever.


im obsessed with the song "not myself tonight" by Christina Aguilera. its great, and i think im gonna live by the song. because its just talking about doing things that you dont usually do. and thats what i am going to do with my life. take more fucking chances. they exhilarate me. like woahhh bby :). and the song is just overall fucking amazing. dude.

"I'm dancing alot and I'm taking shots I'm feeling fine
I'm kissing all the boys and the girls

Someone call the doctor cause I lost my mind

Cause I'm doing things that I normally won't do
The old me's gone I feel brand new
And if you don't like it **** you"