Tuesday, October 19, 2010

it was just a dream..

but oh my did it seem real. It was like old times, except he was way skinnier, like he didnt eat, didnt take care of himself, and it made me scared for him. But we just stood there and hugged each other. He was sweet to me, telling me how he was okay and i should just stop worrying about him. I know in real life, that would have NEVER said those things. I told him how i missed him, his lips and his cute butt and his everything, he told me he understood. He looked like he was happy, so honestly, I HAVE to believe he is happy and just let him go. I think that dream was for closure. Telling me not to worry about him again, because he DID look happy, but yet it was only a dream.

We;ll see how my thoughts treat me, but seriously, I think that was sent from God. I'll miss him, of course, but maybe he wont haunt me forever now.

<3

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