its so weird.

It's so weird when I log onto facebook and see posts from people to other people who used to be my bestfriends saying those same words " I don't know what i'd do without you." its weird to think that used to be me, to that same exact person, and we dont even talk anymore. I miss some of my old friends, i really do. Like, each friend you have you guys build this personal special relationship that i dont think you're ever supposed to forget. I wouldnt change the way things are now, but if we still talked, that would be cool too.

This whole weekend has been pretty legit. Friday me and amy went to senior meeting, the bank, taco bell, came home and napped, went shopping then to work til nine. Then we picked up meghan and came to my house. We went to walmart and just walked around in our new "yoga" pants that are muy muy comfty. Got some stuff for our party. Then came home and jasmine came over and we went to sleep. Got up at like 630 because had to do a car wash for my club, since im traveling to Italy in the summer. It was fun and i flirted with the guys to get money (: We then went halloween shopping, and i got my costume. I'm hoping i can look cuter when i'm all dressed up in it. and it lights up! that was my favorite part. lol. Finally, we went to scarowinds, along with the rest of north and south carolina. OMG. there were so many people and i honestly just couldnt take it. I was annoyed, and felt depressed cause of all the couples there and stuff, and it shows me how lonely i really am i guess. Like thats lame but i wanted a boy to hold me through all the stuff there, and it showed me i didnt have that. whatever. So, we finally got home at like 240 and me and amy passed out.

Now i'm stuck doing homework, but i'm thinking about sleeping instead, and hoping my boy texts me. Thanks that'd be appreciated. And speaking of him, i dont even know what to think about him. I know what he told me, but then he says other things that get me confused on what he means. So, yeah.. ohwell..