Monday, November 1, 2010

you complain how we never see our mother and that she is never around. but please answer me this, why would she want to come over to see us when you ALWAYS have to pick a fight with her when she walks in the door. i needed her today and you started your crap as usual. Thanks a lot. I'm seriously considering moving in with her and her boyfriend. I don't know if I will, but its definitely in my head as an option. You never cease to piss me off at least once every day. You dont care about me, its all about Kayla, and that keeps being proven to me daily. Either her, or yourself. No one cares if " you're not having a good day" and you " dont feel good" i think we're all just tired of hearing it. Even your oldest daughter regrets moving in with you.

whatever. I have a new goal, and that is to make the most of everything. I'm am honestly scared to get on the bus, but i will do it. thats lame, laugh at me, i dont care. but i think its the feeling of not knowing anyone, or if i'll have a place to sit or if people will stare at me. but whatever i have to face that. lameee. and im going to be the happiest person ever. If someone yells at me, i will take it, but not to heart. I'll just ignore those mean hurtful words that im better than. I will just try and make me happy. and make the others around me like me, and not hate me. cause i feel as if im losing all my friends.

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