love that song. hate her.
alright. this blog is gonna cover only a lot of topics. and im excited to write about them :). this past week was spring break. it wasn't as exciting as i wanted it to be, but it had its days and fun. i was gonna give an overview of everyday, but i got bored half way through. so i erased it. baha. oh well. lets see though.
at night, i turn into a freak. i dont know why. i cant control what i do or how i act, i just come out of my shell i guess and anything goes. so thats what happens all the time. im a freak. with boys. with girls. it doesn't matter. i bite. a lot. and i dont care either. why should i care? thats who i am, so you shouldn't judge me. i like walking around in my panties. my house, your house, his house, it doesn't matter where i am, i hate wearing pants. esp. if i have cute panties, which i got some new ones from aerie because they had a sale. i was excited. (: soooo therefore, i spent a lot of time without pants on this break. it was nice. hmmmm, another thing. just because i kiss you doesn't mean i like you. if i flirt with you, it doesn't mean i like you either. so yeah. you'll have to learn that im a flirt. my friends call me a slut. im not a slut. thanks though. if you have a girlfriend, I'll flirt, but thats all. i wont take action. cause cheating is not good. like i know it happens, but i try so hard for me not to be apart of that, cause that makes the girl feel like shit. nextttt- i absolutely hate hair on the body. like its gross. yeah for my hair on my head is chill, and my arms, but other than that, it has to go. and people who dont shave and stuff, i just kinda find it quite disturbing when you have all that hair alll over you. like backs, legs, armpits, coochies, and whatever else you can have hair that doesn't belong. its gross, and i definitely dont wanna see it. so either keep that gross shit to yourself, or shave. thanks.
i make mistakes all the time. im a bitch. i find things disgusting all the time. and annoying. so lets talk about that. like why do people think its cute when after five seconds of knowing someone they say " you're all i ever think about, the only boy/girl that crosses my mind. and you make me smile" and stuff. its not cute. you're actually annoying the piss outta the others around you. whatever though.
i like to live my life. i like to take chances. and anything goes for me. I'll try almost anything once. and yeah sometimes i get scared thinking about the consequences, but in reality, i like doing things that make me feel on the edge. if it will excite me, I'll do it. idk, its like this rush and it makes me feel great. this sounds bad but i dont think getting high is the worst thing in the world. i mean come on, its illegal, yes. but it doesn't really make you do bad stupid things. it chills you out. and when high, its a great feeling. a lot of you probably would wanna punch me for saying that, but seriously, thats my opinion and life. what i do is what i do.
i need to have more confidence. my last blog talked about me and my weight. im still focusing on that a lot. i totally ate way too much over spring break. its what i do when i dont have things to do. but im going to stop that. and lose weight. mark my word. :)
so school is about to start up again. and im gonna try and be myself. 100% of the time. i mainly do it, but sometimes i feel like im acting fake. im not about to act fake anymore to make people like me. i think everyone has to have enemies, and i've finally realized i cant please everyone and i have to have enemies too. so therefore, if i dont like you, you'll see it. i dont wanna go to school though. i want more break, especially i want summer to come. now. without the storms. kaythanks, heather.
somethings really bother , more than ever now. its like its not fair to me i guess? life isn't fair. and i know i say i get what i want. but thats only with the little things. major things in life always mess up for me. its depressing. and aggravating. but i cant do anything about it, but suck it up. no matter what it is. best friends. boys. life. its all complicatedly stolen from me. and sometimes, im tired of it. or thats always.
la.la.la
i legitimately have to do my homework now. D:
alright. this blog is gonna cover only a lot of topics. and im excited to write about them :). this past week was spring break. it wasn't as exciting as i wanted it to be, but it had its days and fun. i was gonna give an overview of everyday, but i got bored half way through. so i erased it. baha. oh well. lets see though.
at night, i turn into a freak. i dont know why. i cant control what i do or how i act, i just come out of my shell i guess and anything goes. so thats what happens all the time. im a freak. with boys. with girls. it doesn't matter. i bite. a lot. and i dont care either. why should i care? thats who i am, so you shouldn't judge me. i like walking around in my panties. my house, your house, his house, it doesn't matter where i am, i hate wearing pants. esp. if i have cute panties, which i got some new ones from aerie because they had a sale. i was excited. (: soooo therefore, i spent a lot of time without pants on this break. it was nice. hmmmm, another thing. just because i kiss you doesn't mean i like you. if i flirt with you, it doesn't mean i like you either. so yeah. you'll have to learn that im a flirt. my friends call me a slut. im not a slut. thanks though. if you have a girlfriend, I'll flirt, but thats all. i wont take action. cause cheating is not good. like i know it happens, but i try so hard for me not to be apart of that, cause that makes the girl feel like shit. nextttt- i absolutely hate hair on the body. like its gross. yeah for my hair on my head is chill, and my arms, but other than that, it has to go. and people who dont shave and stuff, i just kinda find it quite disturbing when you have all that hair alll over you. like backs, legs, armpits, coochies, and whatever else you can have hair that doesn't belong. its gross, and i definitely dont wanna see it. so either keep that gross shit to yourself, or shave. thanks.
i make mistakes all the time. im a bitch. i find things disgusting all the time. and annoying. so lets talk about that. like why do people think its cute when after five seconds of knowing someone they say " you're all i ever think about, the only boy/girl that crosses my mind. and you make me smile" and stuff. its not cute. you're actually annoying the piss outta the others around you. whatever though.
i like to live my life. i like to take chances. and anything goes for me. I'll try almost anything once. and yeah sometimes i get scared thinking about the consequences, but in reality, i like doing things that make me feel on the edge. if it will excite me, I'll do it. idk, its like this rush and it makes me feel great. this sounds bad but i dont think getting high is the worst thing in the world. i mean come on, its illegal, yes. but it doesn't really make you do bad stupid things. it chills you out. and when high, its a great feeling. a lot of you probably would wanna punch me for saying that, but seriously, thats my opinion and life. what i do is what i do.
i need to have more confidence. my last blog talked about me and my weight. im still focusing on that a lot. i totally ate way too much over spring break. its what i do when i dont have things to do. but im going to stop that. and lose weight. mark my word. :)
so school is about to start up again. and im gonna try and be myself. 100% of the time. i mainly do it, but sometimes i feel like im acting fake. im not about to act fake anymore to make people like me. i think everyone has to have enemies, and i've finally realized i cant please everyone and i have to have enemies too. so therefore, if i dont like you, you'll see it. i dont wanna go to school though. i want more break, especially i want summer to come. now. without the storms. kaythanks, heather.
somethings really bother , more than ever now. its like its not fair to me i guess? life isn't fair. and i know i say i get what i want. but thats only with the little things. major things in life always mess up for me. its depressing. and aggravating. but i cant do anything about it, but suck it up. no matter what it is. best friends. boys. life. its all complicatedly stolen from me. and sometimes, im tired of it. or thats always.
la.la.la
i legitimately have to do my homework now. D:
aslsdkajf, i hate hair too. likeee, ALL of it. except for on my head-obviously :p haha. but yessss. every other hair is sooo gross! i hate it when girls have hairy legs & you notice it! or just nasty stuff like that. gah. you and i are really alot alike, aha. i sit and read your blogs & im like-hmm, i think the same way as her :) -craaaazy :p
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ReplyDeletethats awesome :)
didn't hunter like point that out before?
so obviously others see it too.
but that is really chill ;D
aha, yeah. he diddd. :p
ReplyDeletebahah :)
ReplyDeleteperfect!