doctors office visit |:

generally im really good with giving blood at the doctors office. but, not this time. it was one of the worst experiences in my life. and i never wanna feel that way again. the dumb lady obviously didnt know what she was doing. she put this one needle in my arm, and then proceeds to tell me its too big. so she takes that out, puts in another freaking needle, this one being smaller. i was already feeling woozie by the first one, so definitely feeling it now after the second one is in and shes sitting there poking around in my vein. she asks me if im okay, and im not. theres no way im okay. she takes out the needle and im like woah now. i feel so naesus *sp. i cant breathe. its hott. my legs are shaking uncontrollably. the nurses come in there and are telling me all this stuff to do, but if i move i feel worse. finally, i just throw up. which made everything go away. i hated that feeling. i hated it SO bad. never again do i want to experience it.

something that irks me. texting people a lot of stuff and they reply one word. especially ok. RAWR. whatever though, thats how some people are. and i'll deal with it (:

night owl festival:

it was alright. i had some fun and stuff. i wasnt about to ride any of those rides though, they were too scary for me. and i dont trust carnival rides like those. before and afterwards was cool though. me alyssa mikey and dillon went to mcdonalds before the festival to work on math. we didnt get much accomplished, but we laughed alot. and joseph showed up later. but whatever. then afterwards i went home with alyssa (: i love her and miss her.

tonight:
chillin with jasmine and taylor at mi madres house. pretty excited about that :) hopefully we can find something to do there, without being bored. baha. we have secret plans though ;D baha. its supposed to storm tonight, and im trying NOT to focus on that though cause i know it'll just put me in a downer mood. so im excited :D