and this is the life i've been given,

so basically, i have to make the best of it.
going to taylors tonight (:, like she said, for some well needed girl time. life is tough/rough right now, and hopefully some people will come around and see how much i really really need them, and im not just saying that. i need them. and i would probably die if they would die. cant they see that we care? i wish oh how i wish :| all i can do is hope and pray that everything will be okay<3.

so getting ready, then going out for a little before taylors, then taylorss ;D