Yesterday was a really good day. I won't sit here and bore you with details or anything, but im learning a few things lately. I can't control everything. And thats perfectly fine with me. I get a confidence boost when people tell me im pretty, even kayla's fourteen year old friends, who tend to call me sexy ALL the time. I dont need a boyfriend. Quite frankly, i dont want one right now. I like flirting. I like multiple boys. And i freaking love the attention. Im an attention whore, and i wouldnt be any other way. I like people paying attention to me. Im learning how to control situations better though. Like, not getting upset that easy, working through my emotions before messing everything up, and honestly just letting things go and have a good time. Even though my little sister is a total buzz kill, and i HATE it. Another thing, i need to not get my hopes up. Because you get let down right? That's what happened with my dad. Like we were expecting things, i didnt get too excited cause i wasn't so sure, but he did. So when he learned today that it wasn't gonna come, he was all upset. And for some odd reason, i was fine with it. i was optimistic and told him it'll be okay. shit happens, you know? So, for now, life goes on. And we can just expect the unexpected and try to be happy with what we have.
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you go glen coco!
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