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i usually only do one post per night, but i guess i needed to write. so Ryan texted me, and you don't know/care who Ryan is, but he texted me. I'll tell you a little story. Ryan is Josephs best friend, and i met him one night while hanging out with Joseph. He was very very attractive but had a girlfriend. so im like Kay cool, this okay. So, like three months later, he texted me outta the blue. we started talking, and he made me feel like i havent felt before. and it was great.. so great. and basically... long story short, he had a girlfriend who he couldn't give up because he "loves" her too much, its understandable, and im not a home wrecker, so everything got screwed up and i got screwed over.. again. SO back to why i told you that. he texted me tonight. and asked me why i hated him, but in reality, i didnt hate him, and never said that, but thats what Joseph said. so whatever. everything is clear now, and hopefully we can keep talking. cause hes a really cool kiddo. lol.

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i think i just watched the greatest movie ever invented.. ever. "I Can do bad all by myself" is like seriously! omg. i cried, i laughed, i felt for the people in the movie. Tyler Perry did a great job with that movie, thats for sure. i definitely recommend it, to everyone. no matter who you are. please, watch it♥

finallyyy,
people are so damn fake now a days. im tired of caring, its not getting me anywhere. if you wanna be fake, go for it, I'll sit back and laugh. oh, another thing. i hurt one of my good friends today, i told her the truth, and sometimes the truth hurts, but its BETTER than being that fake bitch i was being. so im learning that i cant always make everyone happy, but i need to be truthful, cause thats the only way im going to get anywhere.