anyways. can i rant about how my summer isn't fun yet. im still waiting for the adventures. the kisses. the sneaking out. the parties. or the fun? did i mention that? because even though i have been chillin with my friends and having some fun, this isn't how i wanted it to be. i guess i have to try harder to get my fun stuff.
another thing. im going to start being nicer, except to certain dumb ass bitches who don't deserve shit from me, but thats besides the point. if i dont drop my attitude, all my friends are going to leave me, and hate me. it already feels as if im losing everyone, mainly my fault, but idk what to do. but seriously. i used to think alot of people actually liked me. but now, what if everyone has been acting fake towards me, and in reality no one really likes me. Cause it would make complete sense. its like everytime i talk, everyone thinks the same thing " ugh shes annoying" or maybe thats my insecurities playing tricks on me. whatevs.
and one more thing, i swear. i need more confidence. boys dont like no confidence. and they can tell when you're not confident. so therefore, ima learn to get more confidence. i mean i think i look cute today, but i have no where to go, so that kinda sucks.. yuh know?
i love pretty little liars btw (:
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