I guess im happy?

Because i thought it would hurt more to hear those words you had to say to me, even though i've known the truth for a couple weeks now, I just thought there was more hope. Surprisingly, I left your house satisfied and fairly happy. I think I just needed to see you. I think I needed to know that even if we didnt date, that I could at least still chill with you and be friends or what not. But I just hate how you said " I didnt see us going anywhere" because honestly, thats the story of my life. How are you going to judge that until you actually gave me the chance? I wont bring that up to you though, because I'm done arguing to you about your decisions cause seriously, they're your decisions, and if that involves you not liking me or wanting to date me, thats only kinda your loss, not mine. So, I'm happy. I didnt get what i wanted, but honestly, when do I ever when it comes to boys?