Last night was a little bit too crazy for my likings. It was fun I do admit, but sometimes enough is enough. Oh lets say like when the cops come to my house? And theres some stuff on the property that shouldn't be there? yeah. That's when heather freaks out. Whatever. Everything is good, so no worries but I definitely had my heart attack last night. I really wanted to see him last night, but not seeing him might be doing me some good. Maybe I can for real get over him. Hearing all these stories about all these girls who want him makes me concerned, but I can't be because hes not mine and he can be with WHOEVER he wants. So hopefully I'm learning a little bit each day I go without talking to him or seeing him.
I'm very bad on procrastinating. Especially with college classes. I think its just stupid, so I dont really feel like doing it. It annoys me and frustrates me. Blah.
I'm working out more. I need to lose a little bit of weight for me to be fully happy with myself. Like people tell me I look good, and skinny and stuff, but until i fully see it, I'm going to keep working out. I know I'm not disgusting, but I'm not size two either. So yuhp.
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