welll,

i didnt get to hang out with Ryan, but honestly thats fine with me because i was sick to my stomach all freaking day. i took a bath, then took a nap naked, cause i was too blah to put my clothes back on. baha. it was nice.

School starts Thursday, and im going to have a new outlook on it this year. Because last year, i was pretty much a two faced bitch, and people still liked me cause i was "super nice" and everyone knew me as that. So im going to give everyone a clean slate like a second chance for me to like them. Not for their sake but for mine so i can be a different person who is not fake. Thats my goal, to be nice like last year, but actual legit nice. And also im hoping with school starting back i can lose weight easier.. hopefully since i wont be at home sitting around eating you know. I dont really know what im going to do about transportation but i guess im going to do what i have to do, ride the bus. That kills me, but whatever :P.

I dont want a boyfriend, right now at least, but i do want boyfriends. :) just sayinn.