i guess this is how life goes.

im annoyed more than ever. At everything and anything. and I cant control it. So, if I act like a brat to you, please dont take it personal.
^^ just a side note.

I'm seriously tired of people who will not let go of the past.
I'm tired of hearing people just talk in general.
Everything that comes out of their mouths are mean and hateful, and are trying to prove that they're better than people mostly. Its stupid. It's annoying, and honestly everyone is getting tired of it. No one freaking cares. Like seriously.

I started my job orientation and training on monday. It was mon-wed. It went fine, but was majorly boring. And honestly, im so nervous to work, especially for that manager. Hes very strict, and whatever he says goes. He told me I couldnt even call in if I was sick, that I had to come to the store and he'd be the judge of how sick I was. Which personally, I think is kind of ridiculous. So anyways, tomorrow night I start actually training training I guess on register. I'm nervous, because it's a very busy store, but I think I can manage. Just pray for me por favor<3 style="font-weight: bold;">NEVER spoke what was truly on my mind. I didn't want to lose him or the sex, so I sat there and just sucked up my true feelings and thoughts and pretended basically. I'm not saying i pretended to be happy, because thats not the truth, I was happy with him, I'm just much happier WITHOUT him (: or any guy at that note.

But, along with this new road i've taken, comes new me and new ways of thinking. Things that used to not bother me are KILLING me now. Like, I guess I never really cared, but now, I can hardly stand it without being annoyed constantly or just not wanting to talk at all. Its kinda sad how this is going, but Its what is happening. Things change, and people change, its all a part of growing up.

Mrs. McGovern dropped one of my classes for me. I never thought she'd actually let me, but she did. I was super excited and super thankful. So, i've gotten that load off my shoulders. The job search is over with, so that's done with, and also, we're moving! Which is excellent because now I'm going to be closer to everything. That excites me. God seriously is working miracles and I couldn't be more thankful and blessed<3

I need to start working out. With this new job at McDonald's, I know I'll probably gain weight. So I need to watch what I eat, and then also work out. I need to lose weight. My pants for work are almost too small, so I need to fit them comfortably and then I wanna be able to buy smaller clothes when I go shopping. That'll be cool. Lol.